Today is a day of 7th. (March 7th)
The day of 7th is special. I feel the energy on those days are different.
Today the weather is calm, gentle, and beautiful!
During the winter, I waited to swim in the ocean until the spring has come.
Finally, it got warmer.
Today I finally swam in the water after a long time.
Oh, I waited this moment!
I also experienced a big “game changer’ for me today.
This weekend, I realized why I was always so exhausted after driving.
Every other day, I was driving. Next day I was very exhausted.
It was not so much physical exhaustion. I knew I was very tired mentally.
I realized 80% of the deep exhaustion seems to be coming from my “fear”.
I was so fearful on the road.
Even if I was getting more relaxed and starting to enjoy driving, each time cars were coming from oncoming direction, I was afraid and worried.
That was making me so tired and exhausted each time I drove.
I finally GOT TIRED of fearing.
It is too tiring.
It does not bring me anywhere.
It could be dangerous.
If I become too afraid and tensed on the road, I become very tired after a while.
Then, if something happens and I need to react quickly, my body and mind get too tired to react well and quickly.
Yesterday, I decided to change my mind status.
I decided to remove my fear from my mind.
Today, I practiced it.
It was a game changer!
I was so relaxed, and more confident.
It was fun to drive!
I will continuously keep praying to Lord and my Guardian and Guiding Spirits for safety before driving.
I will pay attention to everything around me.
(To be continued)
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